Teaching the Crab to Walk Straight!!

It's a Malay proverb ! Have anyone seen a crab walks. It walks side ways, teaching the crab to walk straight is quite an impossible task especially if the mummy or daddy crab is the teacher!

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BENGANG !!!

How do you feel, when you talk to someone nicely, and for no reason the person snapped at you ! especially in the morning! with word exactly YOU DONT KNOW ANYTHING! I'm mad of course but didn't lose my head. It's still intact!
I love my early morning time to be peaceful and serene. I'll try to be nice to everybody in the early morning, so that the mood continues till the evening! I'll try to avoid screaming or shouting to my children (of course I seldom do it!) in the wee hours.
But this Good For Nothing Guy (GFNG) just did that, and my mood has changed, it just got out of control ! but still Alhamdulillah I managed to control it, but still fuming mad!.

Am I Wierd

Am I wierd for not sending my children to tution classes. Waktu tengah sembang santai sebelum masuk mesyuarat, ada kekawan tanya hantar tusyen anak kat mana ? Bila jawapannya Anak I tak mau pi tusye!, depa tengok semacam, macam I'm so wierd, sebab jawapan sepatutnya ialah - I force my children pi tution class.

First of all I would rather force my children to wash their school shoes, tidy up their rooms, set meja makan and clean up after makan, daripada force them to go for tution. May be I'm wrong !

I would rather use phsychological approach than iron fist! After all dah banyak masa spend kat sekolah, bangun awal lagi as early as 5:40 am. I lebih rela depa rehat kat rumah, dari lepas sekolah terus ke tution class and not having enough time nak rest, silap hari bulan tertidur dalam kelas or kelas tusyen.

All studies and not enough play and rest may cram your childs head! I dont want my children to be a robot! I want them to have living skills as well!

Out of my mind !!!

I'm sizzling mad and almost nearly out of my mind (literally speaking) with the new batch of new officers!. They must be thinking that they are so smart, the supposedly young bloods against us old bloods. In actual fact they so   dense and almost not so bright ! I could use another word for it of course! They are not so smart that, they are doing our jobs instead and vice-versa ! So who is the fool then!? I almost nearly got a headache when those macho fools looked like old wifey type, sulking when you try to tell them may be not so nicely how things should be done !
Well felt so relieved now since its already out of my chest ! ooops sorry my head!

LIFE IS.......

Life is a bed of roses...they are full of thorns..ready to prick you anytime..if you wake up on then wrong side of bed...so is life!

If you think you have done the best that you can..not getting people on their nerves.., but there'll always someone out there not happy with what you're trying to do...That's life !...

Being a single mother is not easy!!but I promise you I'll be a single mother for as long as I can, and that will be forever for the sake of my children, my dear late husband and for my peace of mind...

I may sound angry..and ...I'm angry at the moment and a few days before. I'm not angry with life...but to those folk out there...those who are not happy just because you give them your honest opinion n comments, and they couldn't take it...so ...they said nasty things about you...

Well... if you are so sensitive..and think you are so good...dont ask people's opinions..and I'm not one to give sweet comments...by the way sugar is expensive...

at last I got it out of my head and I'm feeling better...already

My Car-key My Car

Aduh, this is week memang mencabar betul. My has been given me signs but I dont understand him (my car), I thougt sometging wrong with his dashboard signals, for no reason the airbag is flashing!!, ofcourse nothing is wrong with the airbag, so when the engine light is flashing I have to change the 2 front tyres. Luckily one very good SP citizen noticed it (we thought he's making eyes at us (5 ladies)perasan kut!). Nasib baik belum masuk Tol SP Utara lagi, so I turned back and parked my car at IPD and took Ida's car. All 5 of us crammed in myvy. How come we didn't notice and feel, there's no more air in one of the tyres ! I thought may be we ladies tak perasan sangat kut (but the men said because the suspension is in good condition).
That was 3 weeks ago.

Last week, the signals kept showing the signal to stop with temperature raising, but on local roads only. Masa kat highway tak ada pun, so I thought kena bawa laju kut, coz when I'm speeding at 140 - 150km/hr tak ada signals pun. But since then I keep topping the water everyday, Hmm he's quite thirsty actually. Last week I have to up 250 ml. of water but on that fateful day, he's more thirsty, he drank about 1.5 l of water.

In the evening on the way back, while still in AS, rasa tak sedap driving coz felt quite heavy, and the temp at High, bila dah masuk highway at km 52.2 I stopped the car, sebab rasa tak selesa nak bawa. Luckily, I stopped in time sebab dia dah berasap coz air dah habis.

Tapi, luckily I and my frieds tak panic. So we waited biar dia sejuk sikit. ada mamat tengah buat double tracking nak tolong bubuh air, at the same time ada seorang hamba Allah yang berhenti. Terima kasih En. Sharifuddin dari Pejabat Perhutnan Sungai Petani, yang tumpangkan we all balik ke SP, walaupun dia duduk di Sik, kononya nak balik pejabat dulu, selepas kursus kat INSPIN. Terima kasih dik kerana tolong kakak-kakak ni, lupa pulak nak ambil contack no. (Tapi mamat double tracking tu tolong top up air tapi enjin tak reaaly sejuk lagi, so gaskett kereta I rosak). we tinggalkan my car there selepas PLUsronda letak cone. Tapi, actually I nak marah jyga dengan that PLUS man bila tengok semua perempuan, as if macam we dont take care of the. Tolong sikit ! I always take care of my car except signal tu crazy sikit!? (alasan!!)

So, I just left my car there, the next day nak pi tengok. Bila sampai SP Nisah lent me her KEmbara, automatik lagi, nasib baik pernah bawa kancil otomatik once !.I asked my brother to pick up Fathul Amin. (Hari rabu hari co-co). Bila Pak Long sampai Farah tak nak temanan Pak Long pick up Fathul Amin (she thought Pak Long came alone, malu lah tu !) so I picked up Fathul at 7:00 pm. Kesian dia, luckily Pak Guard sekolah tu kumpulkan those yang balik lambat tunggu dekat pondok jaga. terima kasih Pak Guard Sekolah Kebangsaan Seri Gedong, SP kerana taking care of my son. I minta maaf dengan Fathul Amin sebab pick him lambat usually every wednesday ambik dia the latest pun pukul 6:30 pm. (usually he would call me at 6:20 pm.) Tapi Fathul amin only said "Its not your fault, Mak! Adik tak marah" thanks adik Mak rasa bersalah sangat sebab ambik Adik lambat.